jUst an oRdinAry girL...

2005-06-12T18:44:00.000+08:00

I have moved... back to my old journal.

http://www.livejournal.com/users/unreveleddreams

yup. gonna miss chad huh. =)

2005-03-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

ok... life has been... ok. haha.. nothing special. yup. Synergist was great!!! felt... revived in a way. =) but, i still long for a greater touch from the Lord. yup. yeah. soon. haha. work's fine.... much busier now... not as slack.. actually.. not slack anymore... i have stuff to do...every minute and sometimes, i have so many things to do that the other temp staf have to help me.. haha. sigh. i miss the good o' slack days. =) haha. yup.

thinking of switching back to my livejournal account.. but, i would need to change the existing template... cos, it's horible. haha. can;t believe my blog looked like that. haha. sigh. yup. so.. till i do... watch this spot?? haha. (though i don;t blog that often... hey, don;t blame me for having a normal life that ain;t that interesting.haha.)

2005-03-14T23:22:00.000+08:00

man, work is getting busier... sigh. maybe its just at this time every month... yup... still have not completed some stuff.. i have like hundred letters plus to fold... sigh. so fun huh? bah! now, struggling with the stupid uni applications... and well.. some scholarship applications. ok, i know i am totally not scholar material.. but, parents think i should just try... and, no harm... trying??? haha. but i have nothing to fall back on.. so, i have no idea what is going to back me. sigh. everything's a mess... and well, i don't know whats happening now. i need more time to do everything!!!! sigh. i feel like i've got no where to go. nothing really interests me... except food science.. but, like what would i do if i don't get in? the stupid way in which i need to apply to get in is... crap. sth like apply to the science fac frist.. then on acceptance into the science fac, then apply for food science... then.. wait.. again. yup. (though my mom seriously thinks it is different, well, i've given up telling her its like this.. so, i may be wrong?? but, i did go for the open hse.. i asked.... and... sigh. nvm) yup. ok. better try to think of sth now... bye.

2005-03-11T18:52:00.000+08:00

ok.. fine.... can;t be bothered to fix the tag board... so, got another one.. haha... thast bout all i know how to do. =)

2005-03-11T18:27:00.000+08:00

ok.. haven't been bloging much... well, haven;t been online much. yup. it's a long day at work... where you only get home at 6 (earliest)...only to find the computer taken by some one.... and it's never free till.. 11 plus to 12 plus at night??? so, yeah... why i hardly use the com now.. sigh.

Can't believe how fast time flies. it's already march... 2 mths of 2005 have passed. the results are out... and... now in the process of applying for uni. I hate making decisions.. esp important ones like this... i mean, i have only .. 2 options in mind?? but, what if... i'm not suited for them or.... that don't get in .. or... i don't know. ok.. just blabbering here. ignore me. haha. sigh. soon... we'll be in uni... thats.. FAST. yup. blah.. ok. lost ll train of thought here... haha.

what's wrong with my tag board!!?!?!? ok... i'm html illiterate.sigh.

2005-02-26T10:14:00.000+08:00

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2005-02-19T22:45:00.000+08:00

ok... i'm finally blogging again.. haha =) opps? sigh. work realli takes away most of your life... everyday your just tired... so you watch some tv... sometimes some more tv... then... sleep.. sigh. haha. but then there are certain nicer days where you meet friends after work to hang out, catch up and all.. thats nice... yup. haha. weekends are the best.. firstly, no work.. then there's youth service... dance(at times)... then .. sunday.. church.. and free time... yup. haha. working makes you much more conscious abt the money you spend. i saw this pair of heels today but, didn;t get it in the end.. cos i couldn't bear to part with the money.. haha. spastic?? i dunno. haha. sigh. my hard earned money.. haha. yeah.

today was great!!!! had dance in the morning... then.... rushed to meet the twins.. and ed...tried to find a place to play cards...but, no luck.. haha. then...i went back to church for youth service... my first time as the projectionist.. haha. fun.. but, keep forgetting to watch for the hand signals.. but luckily..everything went well. yup. then small groups.. my group...was.. small. haha. 4 of us. but, had a nice time of sharing. yup. picked my mortal for the angel mortal thing at the end of the service.... yup. =) can;t say anymore. rushed down to newton to meet the twins for dinner... at newton circus food centre. its a good place for nice food... (who says one has to eat seafood or drink sugarcane to enjoy the food there) =) haha. yeah. nice end to the day... yup. nice start to my weekend... which ends in about 25 hours time... sigh. then... back to work..and the stupid cycle continues... sigh. haha

gosh... have i not typed for so long??? my typing skills have deproved a lot!!!! gosh!!! haha. so... hope you don;t find too many mistakes her.. (i changed those i found) haha. =)

2005-01-22T21:35:00.000+08:00

the past few days haev been great!!! yup. yup. =) haha... firstly, I am employed!!! hahaha.. finally. sigh. went for one day of work this wek.... was.. ok, had to look like i had loads to do.. but, actually, there wasn't much to do. sigh. haha =) yeah. as i was the only temp staff in that section of the department, i ate my lunch in solitude. some temp staff had a later lunch, while those that were out the same time as me.. well, left. yeah. sigh. nvm.. it'll be better.. i hope. =) next, was IGNITE! yup. went on friday... (couldn;t make it today) i must say.. i had a great time there.... was... refreshed.. i think. yeah. i love it when you experience the Lord.. it just makes you want more... yup. =) though i went there tired, the day wrapped up good, with a powerful night service! =) yup yup. yeah. haha. didn;t go for today's session as i was meeting twins and ed for lunch and cards. haha. i've been deprived of cards for so so long!!! yup. haha. you know, its kind of weird that the guys that are out of the army this wekeend actually find army ok and fun. haha... ok, maybe not weird.. but... unexpected?? i don;t know. yup. but.. all their haircuts.... are... different. haha... opps. =) haha. well, to them.. enjoy army... some went back in already.. some.. going in tmr. yup.

2005-01-14T16:51:00.000+08:00

i feel so stupid right now. sigh. after bumming around this whole week, i finally get a call.. no wait 2 calls. yup. hooray??? i dunno.. i was realli excited.. but, just let me say this.. now. its down to one.. which is not confirmed and has an interview to go for.... sigh. i don;t even know if i'll get it. yup.. the other one?? better pay, but short term (3 weeks) not that bad right? but i was so confused as i had the interview next week and all..so i said i'll call back to confirm. (this is the biggest mistake you can make man.. sigh) yeah.. so i called back... 30mins later... to hear that theres no more job! =( i just let it slip through my hands!!! its so pissing to just think about it.. you know!!! sigh. i dunno... but, never ever let anything slip by when your in this state.. just take it.. and work it all out later!!! how stupid can i get right???? ahh.. sorry, blabbering a bit now...bah. *punch myself* stupid me. sigh. now, its all on the other job now i guess...i'm not good at interviews... so.. reali don;t know what to expect!! hope all goes well.. sigh. i'm so sick of bumming around now.... realli. i know i'll be wanting to bum around once work comes.. but, well... now.. i wanna work!!!!! sigh.

2005-01-11T13:50:00.000+08:00

i'm a certified bummer! haha. sigh. it' horrible being the only one around here without a job as yet. sigh. hey, i am trying to find a job... just... nothing yet. went for an interview yesterday.. but, it was so weirdly short! haha... yeah.. you dress up for it.. and... its done in like 5 mins!!! sigh. wat to do??? now, still no call.... so.. i dunno what to expect. everyone's asking if i have any confidence that i'll get it.. or ... what do i expect.... i realli don;t know.... i mean, what can you get??? you wait for a day .... you get no call... so, what do you think? i don;t know what to think.. haha. just hope sth comes by soon... i;'m in need of money and a good way to by time.. haha. yup.

2005-01-05T01:16:00.000+08:00

Happy new year to all.... ok, so i'm a little late... oh well. =)

everyone;s back in school!!! sigh.. its actually nice to have somewhere to go too.. i miss school.. haha.. for now.=) it was fun,. enjoyable... stressful.. but nice. sigh. acjc.... =) now, i'm stuck... with no cash.. or very very little cash... and .... no job! yet. haha. have been applying and all... relief teaching is not coming through... sigh. not going to do anything... cos, well, if i'm meant to teach... it'll come??? destiny?? fate??? haha... crap. =) yeah. i dunno.... hope sth comes up soon. before i rot at home or spend my money... haha.. yup.

2004-12-18T22:41:00.000+08:00

7 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS!!!

yup... one week more...ad well, that means... 2 weeks to a new year!! a new year.. sigh. everything's happening so fast!! i mean.. this years christmas seemed to suddenly appear... ok, maybe cos ... i ended my exams real late???? so.. one month after i end.. its christmas... haha. sigh. nvm.. christmas is nice... but, horrible when your on a very extremely tigth budget. yes, i;ve got a prob... i;ve lost all control of money..haha. i dunno what happened to it!! oh well... get a job you say??? planning to start in jan... finding one now... and signed up for relief teaching.. could be cool... who knows... still waiting for te approval and all. i dunno how people find their jobs so fast.. ok, maybe i;m not trying hard enough... and might be a tad too choosy... opps? dunno whats going to happen.... trying not to think too far off.. but, to just budget.budget.budget.... and hope for some money .. haha. =) yup. my parents are not happy with the fact that i am slacking or just going out this whole dec... they want me to work. yup.. nothing wrong with that, but i only want to start in jan... cos, well.. many things to do now... christmas shopping.... erm... stuff...and more stuff... haha. =) sigh. dunno.... hope all goes well..

2004-12-14T01:59:00.000+08:00

ok.. pics are up.. seniors night .. and shanghai ones. for those that visited my blog.. would have know i tried uploading pics onto an entry... but, the pics didn;t turn up.. so.. i'll just stick to the good old albums. =) haha. its all in my pics 2.. (webshots is nicer) haha. yup. enjoy?? not in the bloggin mood today. yup. till next time.

2004-12-08T23:05:00.000+08:00

back frm shanghai... yup. great trip... food-cheap and good... (esp this beef rice) xiao long bao's... were like everywhere.... 3 yuan or $0.60 (singapore) for 6 xiao long baos..... cheap huh? haha.. the shopping was nice... kind of cool to bargain and get your way.. haha. =) (althogh we pissed off some shopkeepers... opps?) and the weather was cooling!!! really.... didn;t sweat at all... and i love cool/cold weather. yup. will upload pics some other time... my pics didn;t turn out well... can;t find my vic chou one!!! (he's like everywhere in shanghai...on all the public phone booths... advertising for dove chocolates)

senior's nite. its fun to dress up once in a while... but, well... i didn't get to take as many pics as i would have liked too.. i think i took too few pics! oh well... nothing i can do now right? sigh. ok... will upload it another day... am surviving on 3 hours of sleep.... so... not functioning as well as i should now.. haha. yup

singapore idol.. taufik. ok, fine.. he's good...but, well, i somehow prefer syl??? not that he's better in singing... but, he's won me over... haha... msut be the X factor?? he's appealing??? i dunno. sigh.depressing? but... both did well. yup.

ok.... i;m off.... blog more soon.... upload pics soon too...
p.s. myra... i'll upload the pics then too k? sorry.

2004-11-23T23:33:00.000+08:00

i'm bored... and well, that lead to me playing around with stuff... and now.. a new blog... template. haha.... i'm so bad at html man.. haha.. sigh. was busy copying and pasting only.. haha. opps. =) yup. i like this template... ok, aside from me liking the movie.. i think .. its sweet and all.. =) haha.. and.. well, chad michael murray. haha.. nah, side point only??? =) enjoy.

2004-11-23T13:14:00.000+08:00

the A's are over.... more or less anyway.. my "unofficial" end to the A's... haha. =) hooray!!!! haha. well, the official 'hooray' can only come on thurs... but what the heck.. haha.. opps. =) mcq... horrible right? nvm. =) yesterday was .. nice... went to town... haven't been there in ages!!! i was like a sua ku?? haha. sigh... watched the incredables!!! nice show.... realli funny... much better than a sharks tale. yup. then just walked around and window shopped. no money to shop. oh well. sigh. now, i'm stuck at home with nothing to do. go to town?? but, no $$ to shop and stuff... might be kind of sad.. haha... tv?? nothing nice on now... might watch some vcds later or sth... sigh. nvm... will find various ways to entertain self.. haha. yup.

2004-11-19T21:11:00.000+08:00

CHEMISTRY is OVER!!!

SYLVESTER'S in the GRAND FINALS!!!

haha... yup yup. so happy.. haha.... but.. then.. there's bio... paper 3. a crappy paper that i have to study for... bah. haha.... and then the A's will end.. (ok, i have the last bio paper- mcq on thurs) then... the A's are done!!! =) then... i'm off... sigh. I wanna watch the grand finals!!!!! =( so sad...sigh. hope syl wins. haha.. opps.... sounds so crappy. oh well. thats me. =) yup. haha.... just happy now.... =) hope it lasts.....

2004-11-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

4 MORE PAPERS TO GO!!!! sigh.

haha.... yup.. almost done...*yay* can't wait for this to end.... although i'm already slacking... but, better to slack with a guilt-free heart right? haha. =) i;ve decided not to think abt or to worry about any of the papers that passed... anyway, nothing i can do about them anymore right? haha.. yeah. just pray and wait ... and... wait... for the results.

some say (i dunno who the 'some' are though) that the A levels are the worst exam you'll ever sit for... but, i think..... it's not exactly true.... just that it drains you. thats the worst part... you get drained so easily.. and you just loose all motivation to continue studying very easily.. and believe me.. that is not a nice feeling... sigh. nvm.. soon.. it'll all be things of the past.. i hope. haha. yup. =)

2004-11-03T01:06:00.000+08:00

The Students Prayer

Lord grant me a quiet heart
Before my examination starts.
Teach me to use my leisure hours
To reinvigorate my powers;
My mind from daydreams liberate
Give me the will to concentrate.
From all distractions set me free
That in my studies, I may be
A student with the whole intent
To make by work a sacrament.
From faith in heart, in love expel
All failures fear that there might dwell
And from my pillow arrive away
All dark foreboding of the day
Help me in Faith to rest so deep
That I may have untroubled sleep.
While notes and lessons I prepare,
May I not lose my zeal for prayer.
And may not I forget to look,
For daily guidance in thy book.
In quietness, confidence and peace,
May I have swift and sure release.
From needless fears and apprehension
From outward strain and inward tension
And may I ever be grateful be
To all who offer prayers for me.
While for myself I intercede,
For other students too I plead.
So may examination find,
Each student alert in heart and mind.
Thus inward joy and peace possessing,
Examinations would prove a source of inward blessing.
Amen.

2004-10-26T01:22:00.000+08:00

time is running out.. fast.. and am i using it wisely as i shoudl?? i reall doubt so. i need the discipline to do work.. i need the motivation to get work done... i need to work work work. it's just stressful to see everyone bt you stufdying hard for this.. but.. you just can't seem to do much... and all you ever do is this... its getting.... horrible. i want to do something. sigh. please give me the motivation and determination and peace.....

2004-10-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

the A's have finally begin... sigh. bio prac today.....crap. i think i belong to the cohort that takes the most crap out of a system... we're like the guinea pigs or sth..... bio was total crap. we never got anything like this before... and i faked my results. photosynthesis... nothing can come out on that?? well.. wrong! oh well.. and then... first... we count kiwi seeds!!! (for my o level bio year) now, we measure the length of 30 rice grains! whooo ppeee!!! sigh. i dunno... its out of my hands and in the Lords. yup. the start of the A's ... sigh.

2004-10-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

yup.. fianlly gotten time to collect my thoughts.... sigh. time just passes way too fast.. esp when you start to enjoy things!!! this is extremely true about my JC life.... started off... ok... then slowly became better..and now.. great! and now.. we have to part very soon... the official last day of school was wat...2 days ago?? yup. that day you just realise how big a part JC life actually plays.... i mean... maybe its just me or sth.. but...i think it's a realli big part. and i'm thankful to have spent it well... and in such a great environment. on wednesday, we were all asked about our experience in ac on a whole...(instead of having biology lesson) and everyone had a great time... and we all agreed that its cos of a great class and all... and well, we know how to have fun.. and work together??? haha.... sigh.. will miss all that.... i dunno.... just don;t like letting go.... wish it could last longer... i mean... JC is too short... thursday was a nice day... filled with camera flashes and bitter sweet memories.... =) haha... yeah... you just took pic with anyone you know.. or sort of know.. haha... and spent time as a class at our mdm's house. yeah.. she was nice enough to invite us all over... cool right? the journey there was.... tiring??? we walked quite a bit.. cos we weren;t sure of the way... so we walked in the correct direction first... then turned around and walked to the previous busstop (thinking that we were going the wrong way).. then we realised we were walking the right way when we reached the previous busstop.. so we turned around and walked back.... haha.. then up this slope to her condo... haha.. nvm. we lost some weight? haha.... yeah. spent the day there... before being shoed home to study.. haha... but.. just got back and thought bout the day.. and was saddened that everything was ending.. oh well.... this is a nice chapter in my life.... haha... =) *yay* cheers to sc8 !!! and all those i know... we must keep in touch... remember chalet in dec... =) yup yup. can;t wait... haha... first the A's though.. sigh. haha..

2004-10-16T01:34:00.000+08:00

ok... finally uploaded all my pics... =) yup. it's been a nice week..... fun... and memorable... last day of school... sigh... *tear* its sad k... i love my class!!! =) yup.

enjoy the pics... write abt this another time...

2004-09-28T22:49:00.000+08:00

"God will make a way

where there seems to be no way

he works in ways we cannot see

he will make a way for me..."

yup yup! he sure does! and i'm realli happy.... =) yup. i'm going to be going for seniors night! =) ok, might seem like a small thing to some... but, well.. i was praying and hoping that i would be able to go.. somehow. yup. =) haha.... yah. so with this out of the way.. it's down to serious studying.. sigh. sth that i'm lacking.... i have no motivation to do chemistry... it's a realli demoralising subject cos everything you do is wrong... sigh. so now... all i end up doing is maths... gp (an essay a week at least) and some bio... when i realli need to buck up on chem .... oh well.. must try. going to see mdmd... but only when she's done with the JC 1's .. for their promos. yup.. she doesn't want to see us until her JC1's are done.. yup. i dunno... realli think that i'm done for chem!!! i need motivation!! find me the motivation!!! hahaha.. if only it was that simple. =) yup.

2004-09-24T18:15:00.000+08:00

seniors nite. sigh. a nite to dress up and have fun... something we've all looked forward to.. at one point or another.... but.. in an instant.. everything that make up that 'dream' could just come crashing down... all due to one small, tiny prob. sigh. how pathetic did i get????

2004-09-19T21:59:00.000+08:00

i think theres sth worng with me... sigh. no matter what i do.. no matter how much i sleep.. i'm still so tired ... and.. well, i don;t seem to be able to do anything! staring at 12 questions for a gp essay now.. and totally clueless bout how to write and what to write! urgh.. so stupid. =( nothing seems right... well, basically... more or less.. wrong. sigh. hate feeling like this... so much to do... little to none done... screwed? duh. sigh. ok, am blabbering... opps. sorry. yup. ok, gotta pick a question to write no.. sigh. i have no idea what to do.... =(

2004-09-18T23:32:00.000+08:00

the starting of school just reinforced the fact that my A's are in a few weeks!!! ahh.... sigh. couple that to the prelim results.... sigh. don;t ask. yeah. dissapointing!!!!!!!! i hate myself!!! so much to do so litle time... whatever i do doesn't seem right!!!! urgh. so pissed. and i am going to do well for A's... i have no choice! i'm refraiing from too much entertainment on the telly.. so i'm cutting back on shows... yup. no survivor.... for one... yup. =) (realli proud of myself for that) sigh. i have no idea what to do ... just feel so helpless.. and well, sad? i dunno... sigh.

2004-09-10T00:09:00.000+08:00

ok... am more or less out of the phase i was in.. haha... whatever it was... =)

nice hols this has been.. so far. yup. met some secondary sch friends for lunch.. gotta hang out and stuff... played more badminton....(i'm exercising!! haha) went to the night safari... with my class... well, half the class rather. was suppose to be a treat from our mdm, but we got complimentary tix... yup. i have never been to the night safari.. so was a nice experience?? haha. lets just say that animals and me don;t mix. yeah. so i thought they were roaming about.. so i was realli scared... that even the slightest touch or sth startled me. sigh. oh well... but, its interesting to know that there's someone else who's scared of animals.. (flying ones). lets just leave it unmentioned... yup.haha. those that went would know.. =) haha... we both didn't se the bats and the flying squirrels-which were realli nice (thats what all who went in said). yup. i shall take their word for it.. =) the tram ride was.. nice.. but the guide had a horrible script of sorts.. sigh. too dramatic?? and well, acent was horrible haha.... ours sounded like cheryl fox. haha.. yup. was so tired by the end of that day... haha... reahed home at botu 11 10?? thanks to dads fantastic driving... 10 mins .. mandai to home. =) haha.... yup. thats bout it for the night safari. went out again the next day... watched a movie(again) with denice. a cinderella's story.. haha.. and i was so excited to watch it... seriously, chad michael murray is cute!!! haha.. opps. yup. sigh. thats my fav show now... =) got the soundtrack which is nice!!! haha.... yup. hmm.. got a trim.. which no one at home noticed! sigh. so nice huh.. ok, maybe cos its only more layered and shorter fringe.. not bangs(which my mom wants me to cut!) sigh. haha. yeah. spent today rotting at home. first day of rotting during the hols!! haha. sigh. one more day then school!!!=( results out soon... sigh. hoping for the best. =) just ended mahjong and hearts... i won... (hearts) haha. mahjong's an interesting game.. haha.. rather fun. yup. hope tmr i get to do sth ... instead of rotting.. again.

2004-09-04T14:41:00.001+08:00

oh oh!!! no wonder chad michael murray looked so familar!!!! he was in gilmore girls!!! as tristan.. kind of a jerk character...haha. yup. ok... much better in cinderella story.... =) goign to watch gilmore now.... an episode he's in.. hee... haha =)

2004-09-04T14:41:00.000+08:00

don't let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game
- a cinderella story

got this off reina's blog. to think that she'll remembered the quote. haha. opps! yup... mentioned that it was a great movie right? haha. yeah. even sher and reina thought so.. shermain, understandable.. has the same taste as me. =) reina's .. changing... haha... *yay* starting to acquire the unique taste for this kind of shows... haha. hmmm... i wonder why. =) hahahaha... opps. (reina - you still have yet to tell me STUFF) =) haha... you better k. can't believe you won;t be there on our last day.... =( sigh. think you should be right? they won't let you skip right? sigh. had a great time yesterday... i realised how much lesser we've been seeing each other.. and well, i don't happen to like that thought. i mean, i was used to seeing them everyday.. and now, now... like we meet up and go out like once in a blue moon i think... but things will change.... must meet up more often k??? =) oh yah, and guess what yesterday... i met my junior class everywhere k,.. at the bus stop, on the bus, at the food court, at the departmental store!!! my gosh right? urgh. nice huh.... sigh. oh yeah, forgot to tell you bout they're performance... it was scary!!! (quoting reina's blog) "sd3's performance was so dejavu..it's almost a replica of what we did last yr minus the powerpoint". they did a song item, and gave out flowers to their teachers during the song too... well, ours was a nicer upbeat song... medely actually.... run to me, words and can't smile without you... was nice.. and we eneded by presenting our teacher with a bouquet of flowers! yup.. so when we saw our juniors onstage doing sth like that, we were brought back to last yr... haha. yeah. the formations of the snapper club. haha... oh and yesterday was snappers day too... haha *snap*. hahaha... yup. ok. going to continue rotting at home... haha... end of prelims is so fun.. haha. caught meteor garden just now... (was showing on channel 8) sigh. so nice!!!! =) i miss watching it.. haha. ok. i'm in this mood where sweet shows are nice!! ok.. going to watch more sweet sweet shows.... =) hee.... haha.

2004-09-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

the prelims are finally OVER!!! *yay* haha... yup. with that, ac celebrated teachers day today. the deco was great!!! pink and whit balloon 'looped' round the beginning of the spiral staircase to the hall.... but, sadly, today i chose to walk by the back of the building!!! sigh. stupid me.. haha. but i saw the ballons.. on the groung after ach ended.. haha. yeah.. so i imagined it looked great! (many said so too anyway) the hall was nice too!! they streamed blue cloth across the top of the hall and hung silver stars down from it. it was nice.. but well, they should have hung it higher. it blocked most of our view of the stage and presentations for the celebration. but it's a nice deco.. must be cos there's a FEMALE president??? females are more arty and are better decorators naturally?? hee... =) yup. after the celebrations, went out with reina and shermain. it's such a great time catahing up k....must do this more often!!! =) we watched a movie.. of reina's choice.. a Cinderella's story. it's such a nice show.. love, romance... basically.. the story of cinderella in modern context. but, well, i'm kind of a sucker for this kind of sweet romantic shows. doesn;t help that it stars Cad Michael Murray!!! hee.. who;s cute cute cute!!! he's such a sweet guy in that show. sigh. haha.... you have to watch the show... it's realli realli nice!!! ahh.. makes you want sth you;ll never get.. haha.. cos there no one like that.. or if there is, its in extremely small numbers. sigh =( haha... but great show. one of my favs.. haha. now all the nice shows are coming out.... watche the notebook - by nicholas sparks. nice storyline. touchin, sweet, romantic. =) nice show.. but the book is nicer.... the movie cut out quite a bit and twisted some parts. yeah. 13 going on 30 - (watched it twice) it's another great movie.... loved it too.. won't mind watchin it a third time.. but well, i'm one that watch stuff many times... if they are worth watching (in my terms) =) jennifer garner is so natural and pretty! she looks so good in that show!!! love her clothes and stuff.. and the plot is nice. must watch!!!! yup.... so 4 movies in 3 days.. yippeeee!!! haha... hey, i'm done with exams.. for now. haha... and everytime i end up with and exam, a major on in fact, all the nice shows come out.. esp thpse that i love to watch! anyway, yeah. watched a cinderella's story with reina and shermain... then went window shopping... haha.. budget! =) was fun hanging out and being crazy at times... sigh, can't wait for monday... sec 4 class gathering...=) i'm kind of lazy to type so much, but well, to sum it up, today was great!!! love to hang out and not wory bout stuff.... and to catch up on the good times! met dencie bout 4.45 then we went window shopping again... and shopping for stuff... yup. nice nice day.. i wanna watch a cinderella's story again!!! so nice so sweet!!! so cute!!! hahahahaha... opps. =)

2004-08-31T22:41:00.000+08:00

just another personality quiz..... kind of accurate, i think.... yup.

ISTJ
You're systematic, thorough, painstaking, and hardworking...You get the job done and complete it on time...you are serious and sincere in whatever you do..you work well within a structure...follow the hierarchy...and are particularly strong and careful in keeping track of facts and details...
Cautious...generally seeking to maintain the status quo...you are at your best getting things to the right place at the right time....
Serious, responsible and sensible stalwarts of society...trustworthy and honor your commitments...your word is your solemn vow. Practical and realisitic, you have great powers of concentration....hard to distract once you have embarked what you believe is the best course of action.... ..
You like to apply past experience to present decisions...you can cite accurate evidence to support your views...you're down to earth and seek to do the right thing at the appropriate time...you find it hard to understand people who start an education but don't finish it...
You are diligent and persevering in your efforts...whether it be school, or work, or love...A half-finished job is not a job well done...you probably believe in "Say what you mean and mean what you say." Private by nature, you appear calm in moments of crisis...
You believe in work before pleasure...(gee, like posting before playing the online games on Storm Palace?)..while you don't SEEK leadership positions, you might find yourself in one...you build a reputation for reliable, stable and consistent performance...
You like to schedule....even your LEISURE time! It helps to you if it has a purpose, even if that purpose is sociability...to you, love means bigtime commitment, steadiness and consistency...you behave appropriately for what the situation demands (for example, romantic in the beginning, and so on)..
When you give your word and are ready to settle down, you follow-through... you expect your partners to act in a similar manner...you may stay in a poor relationship because of a sense of duty...you might have strong but unspoken reactions under that cool facade...
Logical and analytical...quick to point out flaws in other people...when you feel scorned in a relationship, you may not let your partner know it..when it's obvious that the relationship is really over, ending it is just the practical thing to do...
Things to look out for: you could immerse yourself in details...you could become rigid in your ways and be thought of as inflexible... don't forget to compliment people and be so concerned with getting the job done....you might overlook the long-range implications of your actions today...don't get stuck in a rut...recognize your emotions, and the values they represent... others might see you as insensitive...
Also, you're skeptical of new ideas you don't see immediate and practical applications for...you may impose judgments on others...expect others to be the way YOU'd be...become more tolerant of difference between people.

http://haleonline.com/psychtest/index.php

2004-08-29T23:03:00.000+08:00

todays a nice day... which became nicer!!! =) hee... yup. so happy. haha. Denice and i have always been talking bout going to melbourne for a holiday and all... and now... it can become reality!!! *yay* denice asked her mom and she was agreeable,.. so i asked my dad... and he surrprisingly said yes!!=) yup yup.. so i;m going to melbourne!!! after A's that is... ahh.. can't wait.. so cool right? haha.. sorry.. getting excited just writing bout it... haha.. it'll be great! =) yup yup. the great cool weather.... the nice shopping.... company woud be great! man.. it'll be so cool... cos this is like sth we've been wanting to do for a while.. and we're finally getting it done. so happy... hee...

*snap* (back to reality)

tmr's chem. sigh. nothing else i can say.. haha. i'm going in to wack. seriously. been a realli slackish weekend. where i was not allowed to go out.... so i had to stay at home to 'show' that i was studying.... well, i was stoning rather.. haha. yeah. so..... hoping that i remember what i did for chem a while back.. haha. chem is a horrible subject =( haha. oh well.... nvm... almost done with prelims... 3 more papers!!! 1 written .. 2 mcq... yes! and going to go out !!! i need to shop! haha. opps... =) that sounded bimbotic... but yah...i;ve been deprived for too long.. there's so many nice shoes.. bags.. tops... ahh!! but, the limitng factor - $$ =( sigh. oh well... must watch movies too!!!! =) now theres all the nice moives out.. a lot that i'll like.. romantic comdedy... nice love stories.... =) yes, i'm a sentimental person... *yay* haha.. ok. betta get going.... tmr's the 'end' of prelims and the start of freedom... some what anyway.. i mean, its mcq after all.. so its either 1, 2, 3 or 4... haha.yeah. =)

2004-08-27T22:13:00.001+08:00

There will be mountains that I will have to climb
And there will be battles that I will have to fight
But victory or defeat, it's up to me to decide
But how can I expect to win If I never try.

I just can't give up now
I've come too far from where I started from
Nobody told me the road would be easy
and I don't believe he brought me this far to leave me

Never said there wouldn't be trials
Never said I would't fall
Never said that everything would go the way I want it to go
But when my back is against the wall
And i feel all hope is gone, I'll just lift my head up to the sky
And say help me to be strong

just a song.... Can't give up now - mary mary.

2004-08-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

nothing much can be said bout my prelims. cos i'm realli dead. i don't know whats wrong with me.. i just can;t seem to finish any paper!!! i have like only... hmm... one or two completed papers??? i was never this slow! sigh. the worst was chemistry paper 3... only did 70% of the paper... yes, only 7 out of the 10 questions present... and the worst thing was that the easier questions were at the back!!! urgh. and today... i missed out 2 pages of questions.... adding up to 7 marks. sigh. i realli forgot bout it this time... i was rather happy (before i found out) that i actually finished my paper.. so i happily wrote my last sentence just when they said time's up. then.. as i checked thru my paper just before i hanede it up... i found the 2 empty pages.. and i could have just killed myself at that time!!! so pissed with myself. AHH!!! =( and my parents just don;t understand how i am not able to complete any paper!!! (well, neither can i right?) i mean... they think i'm not taking it seriously... sigh, whatever? i dunno. so much work to do to get to the standard i have to be at in what... 8-9weeks??? (for the A's) sigh. horrible horrible horrible!!! 3 more papers to partial freedom?? and the 2,3 weeks to painful reality.... sigh.

2004-08-23T09:50:00.000+08:00

taking this short break from studying...sigh. i just wonder why am i studying... cos no matter how much i study.. it just doesn;t seem to be put into results!! for chemistry!!! sigh. just feel like leaving chem to rot and die.. haha. but... gotta try to do sth... but i'm sure that tmrs chem would be... interesting. haha. sigh. i have no hope for chemistry now. unless a miracle happens. prelims is just so.... gone. practicals were crap... esp chemistry... where i didn't complete it and answered wrongly - due to me not reading the question!!!!gp??? no comment. global culture?? sigh. maths... big big disappointment!!! urgh. oh well.. now.. its all down to bio?? and paper 2 of maths... haha... wonder what it'll be like. ok. better go back to get some chem done. sigh.

2004-08-21T23:19:00.000+08:00

we lost the semi finals match... =( we could have won.... its reali sad. she played well... but not good enough? we were leading 3 matches to 1... then... we lost. very very close game... sigh. so intense... i'll die if i were her.... haha. i get pressured realli easily. yup. well, bronze medal match tmr... hope we get sth..=) yup. table tennis is fun... haha... well, maybe now, anything's better than studying? hee. =)

2004-08-20T21:34:00.000+08:00

still in the midst of prelims... sigh. which is HORRIBLE!!! it's be a miracle if i do well. sigh. what to do? study?? trying... sigh. oh well. just screwed it!!! bah! next week is much worse.. sigh. more papers...the main papers. yup. urgh. i better study hard this long weekend!!! i have to do better for the papers to come... sigh. yup.

just watched the replay of the table tennis match that li jia wei played... so happy for singapore.. haha. hope we do well. yup. you know, table tennis is a nice spoat to watch.... very enjoyable.... =) but.. not easy to reach they're standard.. haha. i'm a long way off... haha. i should have practiced more? i dunno... haha. suddenly feel inspired to play...=) hmm... hope to play it some day soon.... after exams??? haha.. if i still feel like playing then... =)

2004-08-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

think this would be a last entry for a while... i have deided to stop using the computer so often... in hope that i study more... yes. cos realisations hit me harder each day.... two weeks.. just two weeks... and it's all beginning... ahh!!! and theres so much to know! can my brain take it?? sigh. you could get things one minute and forget them the next minute.... how dumb can i get huh.. well, at least my bio is not starting that early?? i;m taking way too long to study!!! i only did one chapter over the weekend! bah!! how could i have done only one stupid chapter? i dunno.... hey, bio is not that nice to study.. esp when ya sleepy? sigh. and its only one chapter out of the many i have... sigh.

church was nice... it always is. =) i'm glad to be excited to go for church again... yup. =)

well, nothing more to write bout... sigh.boring life. haha. it's back to school tmr... sigh.... gotta rush mi work.. finish this stupid paper now.. that i dunno how to do... and try to finish the class page.. =( i need more time within a day!!!

2004-07-31T10:01:00.000+08:00

life has been .... well... ok? haha. slackishly-stressed? is there such a word? haha. yah. well, what to do??? prelims are in like one week!! ahh!!! the thought of that is just horrible.. yet.... i dunno. i mean, we've heard the prelim papers are hard... so i have no idea what to expect. but, well, sloely... its the A's that count anyway. =)

just gained some new understanding!! *yay* finally got the enlightenment from a chapter in chem.. haha. yes. i may be slow to get it.. but at least i did. sigh. now onto the next chapt that i dunno. haha. well, this learnign pace had better speed up??? i dunno. no time no time. oh well... thats life? haha. ok.. i gtg tackle the next chapter...

2004-07-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

ever felt like you were just digging your own grave?? or that no matter what you did, it was still just as bad? well, yah- that feeling sux. and ... well, frankly, i dunno what to expect for my prelims... i dont know my stuff.. i dunno if i can finish studying... i dunno if i can actually do well! sigh.. then what bout the A's?? huh? sigh. life is getting crappy!!! everythings just not going right! ahh!!! sigh.

2004-07-24T00:28:00.000+08:00

the week has been.... hmm... ok?? tiring.... fruitful.... horrible... fun?? i don't know. yah. sigh. prelims are just drawing nearer and nearer by the days.. and i'm not doing much bout it!!!! ahh! screwed! =( i mean like now, i should know more or less whats going on right?? the thing is i don't!! esp for chem. sigh. todays not that great a day... ended the week with bio prac... which i messed up... opps. haha. bio prac is not easy!!! its irritating?? sigh. then, stayed back for a while to do some work...but ended up erm... playing cards. opps. haha. yah. then had a nice time on the bus on the way home with fi... talked bout our future and all.... realli scary to look so far ahead in life... you never know whats to come.. what to expect...would i be able to handle it?? well, shall stick to the nearer problems??? like prelims and A's.... which ain't looking that great... but ... if i work reallli realli realli hard.... cut down on other distractions... maybe i could do well. sigh. walked the whoe way in today... again. budget!!! i have no money to do anything.. haha. yah. after talking bout the future... the prelims the A's, a sense of heaviness just set upon me... and the walk back was.. just.... sad??? i dunno. sigh... how i feel like crying or sth.... just to let out that feeling... whatever it is!!! urgh! stressed? i dunno... but i am not doing anything bout it! which is the worst! bah! exams sux! =( makes you all down and depressed??? and heavy-hearted!!! ahhh....

2004-07-18T19:10:00.000+08:00

hey hey.... its sunday!!! yup. and... i'm .... tired. haha. didnlt do much though,.,, just realised how dead i am... have yet to start reading my gp package. oh well.. =) anyway, church was fun... as usual. yup.

found a nice quiz off denices blog and ..decided to do it! hee.. yup...

Ballet shoes- beautiful, graceful, and creative,
you enjoy dancing writing and music. You are
often very poetic and sometimes dramatic. Even
if dancing isn't your thing, you are still very
creative. You keep to yourself aside from a few
close friends that you can relate to. You find
your own ways to express yourself and don't
have a need to br surrounded by tons of people.
A small group of friends is fine. [please vote!
thank you! :)]

What Kind of Shoe Are You?(new and updated results!!)
brought to you by

2004-07-17T14:59:00.000+08:00

just did this little quiz.... found it on denice's blog. yup. diamond!! nice! cold and unreachable???

You're a Diamond. You seem like a cold and an
unreachable person outside, yet you are
beautiful inside and outside. You may be
stubborn at times. You act with grace and
elegance and you are a precious asset to all
your friends.

What Jewel Are You?
brought to you by "a kiss on the hand might be quite continental, but DIAMONDS ARE A GIRLS BEST FRIEND"
haha... suddenly remembered that song. yup

2004-07-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

oh wow.... new stuff now!!! more functions. haha. yup.

today was... ok. haha. blood donation drive... eeww. opps. =) well, i just cannot take blood, needles and all. just thinking bout it is... gross. sorry. so today, if you saw any acjc student with a red, yellow or green band around the elbow, they did donate their blood. well, my there were many that went to donate their blood, but... many got rejected, some grew impatient of waiting.. and some.. well, waited? haha. yah. like denice, 2 hour wait! so patient!! haha. yah. well, heard from her that it ain't that bad.. but hearing what happened was enough for me. i'll never be able to do it. sigh. =( i am terrible with jabs and blood. terrible. oh well. so... i salute all that did the good deed of donating the blood... i hear that the response was great! yup. *yay* weeks over... preparing for the weekend.. hope it's more productive. =) haha.

2004-07-14T23:06:00.000+08:00

watched mean girls!!! nice show! very much a girl show. yup.

mean girls is like bitchiness personified. yup. they all act so extremely bitchy.. you just can;t stop going oh man! or... oK... haha. yah. but.. all in all.. great show. nice story line. and... i think it might be kind of extreme, but... it makes sense. yup. chick flick. "coolness" haha!!! man.. thats rather gross to say huh. yup... ain;t that 'fetch'.. however you're suppose to spell it. yup. (some stuff from mean girls). oh, and i think lindsay lohan's pretty!!! =) yup.

2004-07-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

i love the weekends!!! but they're way too short! =( oh well, have to make use of the 2 days i have...=) which i think.. i did? it was a busy and fun and enjoyable weekend... though i didnlt get mcuh work done.. but i just feel.... great! yup. sat was youth service... after whcih we prep for the fun fair tmr... we went to tour the location... squeezing 10 poeple into one car... an average size one... yes.. 10.. TEN... haha... cold have been 11. yup.. tight squeeze foir that short journey. then we went to eat at the nearby coffee shop. on alighting, the s=aunties there were so kapo! kept staring at us as we exited the car... they even counted the no. of people that came out. sigh. sun? early day... left house at bout 8 and reached home at 9. fun fair day.. was .. fun! it's a FUN fair after all... i painted one of my nails... very nice!! i love it.. the cute pink flowers... hee.. opps. yup. should have painted more ... =( haha. yah. the fun fair was interesting too... haha. yup. too lazy to go into details. yup. so.. all-in-all, my weekend was nice! i feel... refreshed? i dunno.. but just feel... yah.. refreshed.. can;t find the word. like .. renewed? yup. and it's a great feeling! sch's sch.. nothing much, yup. till next time then... =)haha.,

2004-07-10T00:09:00.000+08:00

school's school.. nothign much you can say. yup.=) just that.. today, was horrible... felt so .. urgh! had a headache... was super tired (slept during econs free period) and.. well, yah.. and another factor too.. =) erm.. yup. but thankfully, got better just before school ended? so i spent bio lab horribly! =( oh well, better now. haha... yup. slacked the nigth away. and out of boredom created this crappy quiz... that many are doing again. sigh.... so, i did it... ah! yes, i did.. haha. yah. bah! haha. =)

Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

2004-07-05T00:06:00.000+08:00

"Nows the time to celebrate when the Lord's your choice.
Nows the time to celebrate and make a joyful noise..."

today was celebration sunday, marking the end of the 40 days of purpose campaign that was going on in zgm. yup. so, all our dance practices just amounted to the few minutes of shear joy performing on stage.it turned out well... though i forgot one part, but luckily i was at the back. =) yup. sigh... how i miss dancing... haha. just brought back memories of the concerts i did and all... haha. yah. fun.. nervous... enjoyable..and you feel real good after that! =) dunno how to describe it well.. but yah. before celebration sunday, we went to chuirch to prepare for the funfair next week - by testing out our painting skills and the colours of the nail polish at the same time. yup. i like the colour i have now.. shimmey-orangey-pink. =) so sad must remove it in 1 day. =( yup. after the service, we took pix before heading down for the dinner ... which was almost gone by the time we went down. but we were lucky enough to get some stuff. yup. euros final.. tmr morning... sigh. nothign that great - to me. opps... =) well, most of the youth are now at vickys plave awaiting the match... i coldn;t go.. needed to show parents that i would study. =) hahahhaa..... show. =) yup.. so took the mrt all the way back to clementi myself =( haha.. its a realli long and lonely ride... hahaha, nvm. it was .. fast???? rrriiight! haha. yup. tmr's youth day... more like a 'euro holiday' for some... for me? a slack day!!! (if possible) =) yup. ok.... enough talk. so.. to whoever wins euro... *yay*??? no fav's here...but i know denice is rooting hard for portugal just cos of cristiano ronaldo. haha, which i must say.. is kind of cute. haha. yah. =)

2004-06-30T18:06:00.000+08:00

another day back from school.... have yet to get back into the swing of things... so taking this first week slo, although we should actually start muggin =( in case no one knew... we only have 47 days to the prelims! fourty-seven! thats like 6 plus weeks... which is very ... near! sigh. die. gone. bah! yes... mi teacher never fails to rub it in... well, thats for the good i guess, to give us the sense of urgency. sigh. just came back from roaming the heartland malls... lot one, bukit panjang plaza... to fins nice red ankle socks and red shoelaces.. and red rubberbands... all for sundays dance.. haha. (went to jp yesterday to look too- where i got mi socks... white with pink flowers!! haha) suppose to go to her house after that, to help her write her testimonial for this sundays service.... but sadly, we ran out of time. =( hmm... can be done over phone.. haha. yah.

yesterday was... fun??? haha.. slacked the first part of the night away...i had this stupid headache cos of the everchanging surrounding tempersture cum the lack of sleep... so.... i just did what i only thought 9of doing... rest.. in front of the tv. hahahaha!!! =) yup.. then, when mi headache was better, i decided to do some bio. i think i was meant to slack cos when i stared with mi bio, it blacked-out! haha. yup. thought it was just the normal trip that occasionally occurs.... but it was a black-out that affected many areas.... cool??? sort of? haha... lit many candles... those small ikea ones.. and those that people gave me as gifts... =) [thanks reina, remember the candle you gave me for v day??? haha.. well, came in handy. bet you didn;t think of that... haha.] yup. all of us went out.. and to the neighbours balcony to have durian!! cool! (i didn;t eat.. by the time i got out -with clean hands- they all left. sigh! haha) yup. no durian =( yup.

hmmm... you nkow, i could have gone to the zoo today.. for free.... but, didn't. we got free zoo tix as a prize for the second best decorated stall for our food stall - fluffanade... they expire... today. sigh. so nice huh... and its all in tact and all... oh well, only the zoo??? we still might be going though, our mdm's bringing us.. i think... haha. thats what i heard.. if you trust mi hearing.. hee... opps! =) i was just doing mi work... hahaha =) yup.

ps... i think there's a prob with me tag board!!! darn! dunno why.. tried to reply mich's tag... but nothing appeared! hmm.. weird.. anyway.. shall reply here instead - "thanks.... hmm.. it was ok.. just trying to adapt to the late-night-early-nornign routine.. and get into the studying. yup" haha.. man, this looks weird.. urgh.. must get me tag board working again. sigh. how??? dunno. =(

2004-06-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

fun! fun! fun! just the way to spend today... =) went to church earlier than usual (got a lift from denice, thanks)- for dance practice.. which was postponed later to after lunch. sat through theire fun-fair planning... brought back the great memories fun-o-rama!!! sigh. so fun!!! haha. yup. then, went for sevice.. and lunch after at heartland mal. for those who know little bout the east, it's in hougang. yup. it's nice... kind of like.. jurong point kind of thing? ya. just in the east. had full dress rehersal at the location... can't remeber its name.. opps! haha. ya. was fun... stage was smaller... narrower but longer. dance turned out great! can;t wait... it's next week. yup.

schools starting in a matter of hours! bah!!! not used to it at all... the waking up early.. the studying.. the.. the... none-8-hours-of-sleep days... the .. the... free periods.. the canteen food (blah!-sick of it) ... the lectures.. the tutorials... the tests and exams...the.. the... 74 rides home... the.... slack time?? the... bridge time (must cut down, won;t bring crads.. haha) yup. all part of school life... and it's back. sigh.

2004-06-25T23:44:00.000+08:00

the holidays have come and gone... sigh. too fast! way too fast!! i've just started appreciating them! sigh. haha. ya. and ever since i started the art of appreciation, i've reduce the no. of blog entried... hey, for a perfectly good reason - nothing much happens??? i just stay at home the while day trying to get stuff done? =) note the trying. haha. yup. so much work and no more time.. haha. yes, i played too much, i slacked too much, i went out too much, but... i enjoyed myself this hols.. maybe a tad too much?? but... but.. =) oh well, can't do anything now can i?

went to sch on thurs to pass some hol assignments to fi and the twins. met some people there, going for they're exams... yup. then we just played cards at the heritage.. and they gave me mi prezzie. haha. ya. thanks. nice notbook! (saw them get it.. hahah .opps) going to use it as mi new diary. yup. after, met denice and we went down to zgm for dance. which was fun - as usual, though we were both tired. that day ended... well, good... haha. yup.

nothing more to say... nothing else happened... went out with mi bro and mom today.. rare occassion... haha. was plannig to just go myself. oh well, not that bad, no need to take bus etc! hahaha... how i want a car!!! *vrrrooommmm* haha. can;t wait for my own car!!! volkswagon beetle... lexuz... bmw convert!!! haha. don;t know if i'll ever get them. sigh. yup.

there's this nice new song (rather new).. a duet.. kimberly locke and CLAY ... =) anyone have the mp3? send to me? haha. thanks. =) i've been trying to find it.. with no luck! sigh.. nice nice song! maybe biased view?? but it is nice!

2004-06-23T00:21:00.000+08:00

sigh. tried to do some stuff to mi blog, but i am hopeless at html. sigh... haha. dunno how to find mi archives and add them here.. haha. yes, i know it may be easy to some.. but not to me. oh well, shall live without archives.. you must live for the present not for the past right? haha. man, i'm crappy. =)

2004-06-21T23:50:00.000+08:00

today's a nice day.. the perfect day to slack... =) haha. but i didn;t.. well, not really. ok, in the morning i did, but went to denice's house to study in the afternoon... had loads of fun at her house, we exchanged prezzies (belated b'dae ones). one word can describe mine and one would describe hers.. haha. mine - pink, hers - purple. haha. =) yup. then, we practiced the dance for a while. dancing is FUN!!! man, i love dancing... hee. =) ok.. anyway, ya, then we studied... yup. came home for dinner... then.. just found a nice spot on the couch and sat there from after dinner all the way to 1130! monday has become the tv day.. for now... yup. haha. oh well, self-confessed person that needs tv?? =) ya. but i;m not that bad. =) yup

haha.. man, i;m bored! i did that quiz again... thinking that the results were not that accurate (i deleted the previous result already) . yup. sigh... so long.. 102 questions! can't believe i re-did it! haha. ya.

Conscious self	Overall self

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Enneagram Test Results

Type 1	Perfectionism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	73%
Type 2	Helpfulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Type 3	Image Awareness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Type 4	Sensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	60%
Type 5	Detachment	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	40%
Type 6	Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Type 7	Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	33%
Type 8	Aggressiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	40%
Type 9	Calmness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	53%

Your Conscious-Surface type is 6w5
Your Unconscious-Overall type is 2w3

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ISFJ - "Conservator". Desires to be of service and to minister to individual needs - very loyal. 13.8% of total population.

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try this test, it's kind of cool.. haha. ya.. if you have the patience to sit through 102 questions.. which ain;t as bad as i thought, just long. haha

2004-06-21T01:08:00.000+08:00

today was fun!!! went to denice's church again. yup. had a great time!!! had dance after service and all.. then after dance, some of us just stayed bakc to hang around. ya, ended up playing games.. haha. ya, nothing better to do? i dunno. but was fun!!! =) oh, and thanks to michelle and jon for the prez =) yup

2004-06-19T00:29:00.000+08:00

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just did this quiz for fun.. haha
so.. monica huh. haha. =)

2004-06-19T00:15:00.000+08:00

the "hols" have finally kicked in.. haha. ya. my hols are boRing!!! nothing realli happens... just slack at home.. and stuff... going out occasionally - which might still seem alot for me parents. haha.

hols are passing too fast! i have not done anything productive.. haha. hey, was in the celebration mood and then was busy making a prez (which i;m happy to announce that i have completed, just) ya. so, its work work work now? =) hmm.. is that possible... =) haha. ya. well, have to try i guess. sigh.

yesterday i danced.... haha. ya, went for denice church dance practice. was.. fun. haha. ya. i miss dancing!!! weirdly enough i was allowed to go.. haha. miracles to happen... =) yup. think i'll be going again tmr. couldn't make it for the one today.

la di da... oh... bloggin is nicer when you kow what to blog.. so pardon me now. haha. =) fine. shall end here... yup.

2004-06-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

sunday today. yup.... went to church... denice's. was nice. enjoyed it there. glad that i'm at least feeling more comfortable there? ya. =) went for luch with them after the service.. to long john's. yes, though i decided not to eat for a while... i went back on it. haha. so now, it;s just NO eating at cine branch. reali never going back there. haha. ya. grasshopper. urgh! yup. went to bugis after that... to book tables for denice's b'day dinner tonight... but they didn't do reservations. ya. oh well. yes, anyway, to fill time.. guess what? we watched a movie... 5 of us.. denice, me and 3 of her church friends. no nice shows recently right? to that i agreee... was dragged to watch harry potter 3. yes... i watched it. haha. but i still don't see why people are crazy over that show.. just not my type. see.. proved a point. i know what i won;t like. =) but... hmm... suddenly felt that i could give lotr a try... maybe just maybe. haha... but nah, i realli doubt i'll like it. haha. oh well. sadly, i had to leave after the movie... =( came home for a steamboat dinner... then we had coffee cake ya. nice.. but, creamy and fattening. yam cak would have been nice too... or cheese cake. haha. yup. =)

2004-06-13T00:43:00.000+08:00

today is a special day.. where 2 special people were born... (me being one of them; the other denice) hee... =) yup. it's mi birthday.. ok, wait.. technically, it has just ended... oh well, nvm.. shall just take it as it is.. and tell you bout me day. yup.

today was like any normal day... wake up.. slack.. slack... only difference being that it was a special day... whcih sort of made it that bit sadder? haha... oh well. yup. couldn;t wait for dinner... and the late afternoon (was going to denice's church). cooked pasta for lunch.. which mi mom said was nice *yay* haha.. finally, sth that is nice to her standards! =) yup. ok.. so .. went for church... which was ... ok. ya. just dont realli like the idea of sharing stuff??? esp to people that i hardly know... ya.

anyway, church ended late, thus we were late for the dinner. sorry guys. yup.. felt real bad to make others wait... ya.. anyway, we all enjoyed ourselves... catching up on old times... and hanging out. simple and fun. wa kind of funny cos some of the people we invited din;t know that it was both our birthdays! haha.. so was kind of cute to see how they'd react? ya. haha. it's cool having your best friend's birthday on the same day!!! =) haha. ya. after, around 1045? we left marche... then... just walked around ... and did stuff. haha. for a while... the fun had to end some time... which came when mi parents came to pick me up? haha. ya, they happen to be having a weddding dinner. so... it was on the way? ya. so... a simple and fun b'day!!! thanks to all the people that came!!! oh.. and to those that remembered! it meant a lot... yup. =)

shu - hey gal!! thanks for coming tonight.. and staying throughout.. though i think youmight have had other plans. =) glad to have spent more time with you this hols... but.. it's not enough!! must get together more often k?? =) thanks for being a freind... your a great listener and problem solver... with a great voice.. pity you didn't go for the auditions.. haha. =)

sala - geog buddy!! (haha.. to think that this name still lasts) thanks for coming. =) and ya. though i see you more during the hols, it;s still not enough.. haha. must get together more often... like once a month or sth.. (at least?) haha.. someone should arrange.. like one day of the month or sth.. haha. i think it's cool! well, see how? yup. stay the same... perky, cheeful and sweet! =)

reina - though you didn't come.. for unforseen circumstances... just wanna thank you.. for wanting to come? haha... sorry i didn't call... mi bro just told me that you called when i came home! so early huh. haha. yup. must go out another time k? realli miss you! better meet up before the hols end!! =) yup.

sharon, gracia, sarah - thanks for coming today!! had a great time!!! =) was nice catching up and all... must do this more often!! =) yup. it's been a wonderful knowing you... and i'm glad that we're still in touch with each other like we said we would be. =) hope to see you soon!!! ps. to shaz and gracia, thanks for the prez!! i love it! love you guys! =)

leanne, emma - hey hey!! thanks for joining us after the gig you had... was nice of you!!! =) yup. leanne- remember to organise the b3 gathering k?? haha.. try to??? =)

and finally,
denice- hey dear... happy birthday again! haha... yup.. shall be one of the first and the last (of the day) to wish you. =) it's a real blessing to have you as my best friend. yup.... to write the entire message here would be too long...just wait for the prez?? (sorry to be a little belated) ya. i think it's realli nice to be able to share this special day with you!! it's hard to find people with the same birthday with you.. what more your best friend right? =) yup. haha. thanks for having me as ya friend. hope you enjoyed the day like i did. cheers to our 18th birthday ... and to a great year ahead.. legal baby!!! haha. =)

2004-06-11T00:12:00.000+08:00

nice day today.... which became rather.. freaky?? haha... i was jinx towards the end. lets just say. haha.

Had gp remedial in the morning… there was only 3 of us and michelle wong. Yup. I found it really enriching of some sort? Haha, it may sound weird, but now gp ain’t as bad as it seems… yup, go the inspiration to do well. (for once?) hee =) after, fi and I met the twins for a gym session where I did some light exercises… at my leisure pace =) yup. as for lunch, I happen to have very nice friends… who treated me!!! (thanks again!!!) it was hard picking the place to eat – ok! I’m kind of choosy and I am horrible at choosing places to eat. Ya. so.. took a while to decide on the place, which eventually was breeks. Yup. had a nice meal.. the waffle fries they served together with the food was nice!! (had a tinge of cheese taste in it.. cool! I love cheese!) we walked around after that, to do some shopping… but I didn’t find anything to get… as a present for some pple. Oh well, have to look harder I guess. We ended up at kfc to sit-drink-talk.. haha. Then they left and I went to meet denice. It was fun shopping again… I got sth this time.. for her.. haha. Oh well, not that bad to choose part of the prez right? =) yup. we ate dinner at cine’s long johns’ … a place where I’ll not go there anytime in the near future. Yup. horrible experience with a stupid grasshopper that killed mi appetite and mi pocket. Lets just say, I ate very very little before it got contaminated. Ya.. so ended up at bk for an even tighter budget meal. Sigh. yes, I shall not say anymore… it was embarrassing. Oh well, that really suxed… was paranoid about it for a while.. grasshoppers are gross and eww!!! Yuck! Ya. haha… yup. interesting day huh.. thanks to all who made it nice… =) thanks to the twins and fi again… =) yup. final words…. I hate grasshoppers.. haha. Ya.

2004-06-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

the 'busy' week has passed and the less busy and more boring days have arrived.. sigh. yup. back to the 'real' holidays??? where slacking is the game!!! haha... that mi slogan for this hol??? (mdm would kill me for that) nah, trying to get work done this hols... i need to anyway. bah! so much to do... but.. i also want to enjoy the hol... thus little time... sigh. oh well, have to live with it.... singapore education system is so great huh, studying during the one mth hol... and during the rest of the year... sigh. nothing much we can do...

the bordom of the hols has been 'broken' today.. went out with my jpb (shermain) to.. yes, jp. needed to get some inspiration and ideas and the stuff for some pres... yup. got that now... and got part of the idea... now need to put it all down. hope it all turns out well. yup. have you ever been broke??? it sux big time!!! i am horrible at managing mi money... sigh, splurging during the sale has put a hole in mi pocket! (the stuff was not ex, just i got a few? like 3?? not that bad right??) =) opps. haha... to think i'll end up using mi b'day money as part of mi normal spending money due to unforseen circumstances... sad man.. haha. ya. oh well, have to live with the things you do huh. yup. ok... nothing more to say... tmr's just another day.. *yay* haha... going to be diff... got gp in the morning.. *hooray* *roll eyes* then... going to the gym... yes, for fun..haha. so fun huh! haha... then.. out.. shopping... ok, make that window shopping! i need to get a top.. but.. but... no money!!! darn. haha. oh well, gotta make do... hope to be able to find the required stuff tmr. yup. =)

2004-06-05T17:02:00.000+08:00

"the greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love and be loved in return"

i feel it in my fingers, i feel it in my toes....LOVE is all around me... its every where i go. sigh... love. love. love. =) yup. today was mdm's wedding. it was realli nice... sweet and all. i like weddings... so...romantic...and, it's nice to look back to remember the old times and celebrate the starting of new memories... =) mdm and her husband make a realli cute couple!! they look realli good together. they were together for 10 years!!! thats long right? not only that, they were in the same pre-school and primary school!!! as if they were meant to be! ya. and at the wedding, mdm's husband cried at quite a few occasions... when she walked in, when he read her the wedding vows, when he thanked his parents... sigh.. such a sensitive guy... romantic too! he proposed to her by arranging candles in the shape of a heart!!! sigh... guys like that are hard to find. it would be nice to have such a long relationship with the person before getting married... kind of cool that they were in the same pri school... and pre school... same class too!!! sigh. fate? haha.... nah..God's will. yup. hmmm... should start looking into mi pri school album... oh wait... i don;t have anything like that. sigh. oh well...just wait and see then. =)

oh ya, the item.. was... ok? can't realli hear what was going on. ya... pple said it was nice... i think. haha. ya. here's the part i sang.. haha. ya. i'm like tone deaf, i think.. haha... sang it in a small group. ya. to mdm, happy marriage!!! =)

now my life is blessed with the love of an angel
how can it be true
somebody to keep the dream alive
the dream i found in you
i always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me
but then we touched, i realised that i found my place in heaven by your side
- heaven by your side by a1

2004-06-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

another busy day... (not that i mind) =) yup. started off slacking at home before going for the rehearsal which was bout a less than 5 min walk away!! *yay* haha. yup. it was... hmmm... slackish. just sang the song a couple of times... then played cards and .. just sat around. yup... there was only the 7 of us there. sigh.. tmr's the actual thing... hope all goes well. there's one more rehearsal at the church tmr in the morning ... so, hope it is nice. it's a nice sweet song. ya. after, rushed to get to cementi to meet denice where we headed for kallang for the festival of praise (fop). it was great!!! hillsongs... yup. =) one of the guitarist or singer is kind of cute.. haha. opps. and darlene looks good. ya. the praise and worship was good... loved every moment. yup. hmmm... looking back... mi day wasn't that busy... just filled. =)

2004-06-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

did 2 things over these 2 days... both coinsidently starting with 's'.

Sleepovers... what do they entail... lets see.. pigging out... catching up... slacking.. hanging out.. and sleeping late... or not even sleeping at all. well, did that ... yesterday!!! yup. sleepover at shu's place again. with the same 4 pple... (the sleepover club?) was fun.. we got to her house by mrt.. got lost in outram area before finding the way there...(sigh, outram is jinx-to me. i always get lost there).. ended up in the totally wrong direction... haha. oh well, had a nice ime viewing the showfalts we walked to instead, haha. =) yup. so.. as i ws saying.. we slacked and pigged out... watched bruce almighty, ms universe, cold mountain. felt realli bad...cos i was the one that was holding them back from watching the thrillers, horror or action shows. sorry!!! =)but.. it was a nice time right??? yup. so... the last part.. sleeping late- i did sleep late.. or rather early... ya. but, erm.. was the first to sleep. opps. haha. hey, i need mi beauty sleep! =) haha

Shopping... with the twins. haha. yup. it's nice to shop... if you have the money to do so... and... the looks to carry them off? haha.. oh well. yup.... nothing much to say bout shopping... it's an experience.. haha. yup. one that everyone should enjoy. =) watched shrek 2 today too.. with the twins and fi.. yup. got the dvd too... (frm fi) it's realli cool! ok. hmm... yup.

encore of american idol finale is on.. realli nice. love the medley... sigh... haha... if onli i could sing... =)

2004-06-01T16:26:00.000+08:00

i love this song... see if you recognise it.. haha. =)

i believe
have you ever reached a rainbow's end
did you find your pot of gold?
ever catch a shooting star?
tell me how high did you soar

ever felt like you were dreaming
just to find out your awake?
cos the magic that surrounds you
can lift you up and guide you all your way

*chorus*
i can see it in the stars across the sky
i dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
now i finally realise
see i waited all my life
for this moment to arise
finally, i believe.

i believe in the impossible
i reach deep within my heart
overcome any obstacle
don;t let any dreams fall apart
see i strive to be the very best
shine my light for all to see
cos anything is possible when you believe

*chorus*

love keeps lifting me higher ...

it's the american idol winner's song.. realli nice right?

2004-05-31T23:40:00.000+08:00

urgh! whats wrong with mi blog!! whats with the underlined words??? sigh. everything's not working today? haha

2004-05-31T23:18:00.000+08:00

it's the last day of may.. how time flies... sigh. yup.... soon... it'll be 2005... A's would be over.. and i would be some what "free"! but till that day... sigh. haha. this has been one of the 'busiest' few days i've had and days to come... been out everyday since sat.

you know, editing a video, though tedious, is kind of fun. and you'll feel realli good after the entire thing is complete... like... you'll be so proud of it.. haha. ya. just completed it today... after working on it the past week.. filming and editing. which one is more fun? depends??? both are nice... filimg's fun when you know what to film and like to play around with the camera... editing is fun once you get used to it and also if you happen to like to work with computers... if not.. editing is realli not for you. you must see the video...it's nice.. realli sweet.. hee... wold be nice to get sth like that. it's not in pink at all.. had some pple 'banning' the use of pink... haha. oh well... it's nice anyway. looks kind of pro (esp the end)

went shopping on sunday!! hee... got 2 new tops and a crop pants!!! *yay* haha... must make full use of the sale! sigh.. hope i have enough money though... the sale lasts a month i think.. haha. yup. went for emma's party in the evening with peili, shermain, shu and chloe.. was nice. different. like a band nite... ya. but there was this one performance that i thought was realli cool... it was this guy who could create beats using only his mouth... the voice and all. ya. he's very good!!! realli wonder how its done... hmm... ... well, i have no idea. haha

more thing going on this week...the wedding... the practice (for the wedding, we're performing) .. a sleep over.... ya. but it's nice to be busy... =) hope next week would be nice too... =) yup

2004-05-28T00:10:00.000+08:00

fantasia won. sigh. she's ok... well. sigh. nothing more i can say. oh ya, that song they both sang - i believe, is realli nice. sigh. yup. clay was cute!!! should have played a bigger role in the finale though. yup. thats the end of idol for now... till next time... i'm out!!! haha

2004-05-27T00:21:00.000+08:00

today was... nice?? bitter-sweet actually. had rugby finals... which was exciting.. but we... lost. 2 penalty kicks to 1 penalty kick... sigh. sad. very sad. can't believe we lost. oh well... went to marche after.. to spend $150 =) so.. we all bought diff food.. then shared. looked kind of budget. haha. in total we spent bout $171... so $2 per person. yup nice dinner...yup. ok... no mood to blog anymore.. yup till next time.

2004-05-24T22:59:00.000+08:00

was sourcing out nice wedding songs.. for mi teacher's wedding.. and i fell in love with this one.. it's realli realli nice!!! sigh... haha. just thought i'll share it with you.

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
I can't wait to live my life with you, I can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

2004-05-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

ooh... haven't blogged in a while... haha. well, haven't gotten back to studying yet... still in the slacker phase - and loving it! =) yup. went for the tekong learning journey last wed... was fun, interesting. we got to see the better side of the tekong camp and training.. i think. it's a colourful place... clean... ya. but, requirements are high.. thus i think the training would be.. tough. =) these are the moments that you thank God for making you a girl! haha. ya. the boat ride was ok... kind of rough.. but according to some pple (names shall not be mentioned) thought it was "not choppy enough"! sigh... thrill seekers? nothing wrong with that.. just make sure i'm not there.. haha. yes, me... non- thrill seeker. =) yup. the bus ride to and from changi was LONG!!! realli long!! the longest i've ever taken... sigh. wasn't a nice ride. hot... cramped... stuffy... not that clean a bus.. haha. opps. ya... fri we went to support hockey, for less than an hour and rushed back just in time for our gp reading package test. we found out that we lost hockey ... but nvm, we put up a good fight! haha. went out with shu and denice after that.. for coffee.. and eventually dinner. was nice to hang out again with shu... nice to catch up on the times. we just sat at the nice big comfy seats at starbucks and talked bout what we would do next time in uni.. where that uni would be.. and what we would do after A's .. as in holiday destinations... haha. ya, A's are not over and we've began planning. forward-planning. haha.hmm.. i want to go to a nice city... paris? us? =) shopping's for me. haha. but i need the $$. and holiday with friends and no parents would be NICE!!! haha. spent sat in my boring house... rotting. went to denice's church on cunday again... was nice. met up with mi pri school best friend... refreshing. yup. she also went to denice's church with me. she knows denice's church friend... yup. small world huh? ya. thats bout all... nothig much..
today? played soft ball for pe...and i conclude that i sux at it- hmm, what sport don;t i sux at? haha.

2004-05-18T22:44:00.000+08:00

i realli dislike gp reading package tests!!! they're making me nuts!!! i need to finish reading 75 pages of boring crap just for a open book test.. which is not as easy as it may seem (being an open-book test) sigh, i'm on page 8 now!!! *yay* only 67 more pages to go *wooo hooo*

tmr i'll be going to tekong. for fun. some learning journey thing... kind of fun cos most the the gals in my class are going. so it;s like a mini class outing... haha. yup. stress relieve? or... maybe just to take a look into the live we'll never have.. haha.. opps. =) haha. yup.

hmm.. have you ever been involved in any way (no matter how small, other than just being a guest) in a wedding. sadly, i haven't and i think it's cool to finally be able to do sth.. like... sing (not solo-duh) as a class at my teachers wedding! she was nice enough to invite us all there.. now she's asking us to sing.... so fun! haha. we're getting her some stuff too... which i think is realli nice and sweet. sigh... how nice would that be right??? so sweet and sentimental. hope she would be touched. =) it's nice to get stuff like that... ok thats just me.. but ya. =) nice to know that people care and all... yup. now, need to go shopping to get a nice top for the wedding...*yay* shopping.. here i come... just hope i find a nice suitable top. =)

2004-05-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

yawn. the day never seems to end. today was ok? can't say that school is realli great and really fun.. but it was .. ok. spent econs freeperiod slacking.. (no work to do-yet?) =) haha... opps. yup. then spent pe playing badminton. was fun. gotta play with mi 4b3 classmates!! was nice to relive those happy and crappy pe times that we had in mg.. where though we suxed, we had fun! and of course, no pressure!! haha. yup. oh ya, got back maths too... surprisingly ok. dunno what happened. realli thank God for whatever he has done. yup. hmm... been slacking my night away... it's getting harder by he day to get back into the studying mood. oh well,not complaining here; but i know i better get back into the 'zone' haha. yup. ok... going to go do sth else... for 15mins just before friends. =) slack i guess.. haha.

2004-05-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know it's gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was never ending
Wouldn't it be nice

2004-05-15T17:16:00.000+08:00

exams are over... for now. so bored at home.... sigh. co complains. =)

decided that the old blog was too pink.. =) so... changed the template... see how it goes... might change it back... haha. yup. this one is diff... but still pink. =) yup.

2004-05-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

the end of the terms... marking the beginning of freedom... that is till i get them back. =) so i better enjoy every moment right? well, i think i have done that today! (lets just not talk bout chem... it suxed. big time.)

yup. ok, so where was i... oh ya, went out after school with mi denice, shu and shermain! yup. was going out with denice... then i happen to be sitting next to shu for chem.. so i asked her along.. then met sher in the toilet after the paper... and asked her along too. we were so happy to finally get a chance to actually go out together again..."we're together again... just praising the Lord... we're to together again... in one accord..." hee... opps. getting out of point =) yup. so... we planned on watching a movie... was planning to go for a movie marathon of 50 first dates, win a date with ted hamilton... and another show. but... we ended up watching TROY. was talked into watching it. =) but, surprisingly, other that the war scene (with the numerous killings), it's a great show! comes recommended by me. and that's quite sth... yup. oh.. it doesn;t help that i found the leads kind of cute. opps. =) brad pitt wasn't that great - looked better dirty from war .. haha. but.. orlando bloom!!! cute!!!=) but he's character suxed. cowardly. sigh... haha. =) the gal (helen) is real pretty too!! yup. great show. must watch! after the movie, which was almost 3 hours, we just walked around... to shop... window shopping for me-sadly, cos there was sale everywhere!!! sigh... haha. then shermain's person came... and she .. left with him. haha. yup. then we continued shopping... until 545. we took pictures just ard wisma, just the 3 of us... i think we looked rather weird? haha... oh well, it was fun!!! then denice and i went to complete (sort of) our movie marathon... with 50 first dates... which is realli funny. =)
so.. today (after the exam) was a GREAT day!!! gotta do so many nice stuff!!! catch up and hang out with friends.... caught 2 nice movies (which are hard to come by)... had a blast! realli... sigh... must do this more often!!! oh ya, and when i reached my house busstop, i met another mg friend of mine!! sala! ya, she just left from her friends house... haha. yup we called her to ask her out, but she didn;t pick up... so... was nice to see her too!!! sigh.. miss all mi mg mates! love you pple! must meet up soon. =)

on to tv... latoya's out ... haha.. opps.. kind of glad that jasmine's still in though. oh ya, CLAY was on!!! hee... so cute! opps. =) didn't know he was going to be on!!! haha... yup. so a treat for today!!! =) so... a great end to a great day. yup... till another day.. bye bye.

2004-05-11T23:10:00.000+08:00

terms are almost over. one more paper the day after tmr. terms are depressing!!! realli... i screwed it. yes, i did. sigh. pissed off... but what can i do? now i have no mood to do anything. chem's on thursday... and i'm not prepared... and... and... urgh. just hate terms. bah.

2004-05-05T18:56:00.000+08:00

hihi... just taking a break from studying... well.. sort of studying. =) i have yet to enter the mugging phase... so... still in the more slack phase i am. opps. yup. feeling rateher slackish here next to denice who's studying... econs!!! haha... =) but.... i'm worst off... so, better not laugh. yup. am at denice's house now... using her laptop. was studying... realli!!! then... did some work.. and now awaiting the nice programs tonight. haha. yup. sigh... only 4 days to terms and i am like still rather slackish.... must do more.... but..... can't seem to bring miself to do so... oh well. free in 4 days time. till then.... i'll do my best so that i can say
"i tried my best and i have no regrets"

2004-05-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

i hate terms!!! urgh! why must it happen next week? why not..... like a bit later? or maybe just out bio on a whole day by itself??? why must it be with maths on TUESDAY??? urgh!! ahhhh!!! so screwed.... why? erm... ok, this might sound realli crappy... but for those that know me, you know why i;m feeling like this.. . survivor's ending this week... they're airing the finale and renion on sunday in the us.... thus making it a monday for the airing in singapore... 3 hours!!! (not that i mind the length of the show) it's just the 'fantastic' timing! urgh!!! how? gotta study... but... but... =) sigh... suxxy man. =( what to do? what to do? dad refuses to get vcr fixed... =( hmm... appealing to those who have vcr.. =) hahahaha.... man, i sound desperate to a certain extend... which i might have to admit i am? =( sigh... life is NOT FAIR!!!! hoping the same thing doesn;t happen during A's man... cos amazing race is coming back.. july 6. =) you heard it here first. trust me.. i got mi source... haha... =) yup. sigh... till i find a way.... i'll see ya.

2004-05-03T23:44:00.001+08:00

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

2004-05-03T23:44:00.000+08:00

completed mi FINAL napfa test!!! *yay* yup. got mi silver.. haha. so happy... no need to worry bout pe anymore... just go a have fun!!! =) kind of nice to know i passed with silver... much fitter than before (secondary days). yupz. =) sigh... terms in a week... and i;m not studying.. yet??? hope to start soon...

just watched america's top model... kind of cool... it's eye opening to see what models do? though it's kind of dumb at times??? well, nice show... finale today. yup. oh ya, caught the real beckhams yesterday! my gosh! david beckham is cute... brooklyn is too! victoria is realli pretty too... sigh.. good looking family. haha. seriously, brooklyn's cute!!!
"say 'olah' to the camera brooklyn"
" olah!" - brooklyn
so cute!!! sigh... haha

yup... today's a nice day.. done with pe foerever and ever... just games and slacking... =) haha... opps. yup.

2004-05-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

today's a horrible crappy day. sigh. the run... the super long day... it didnlt help that i was realli tired... and ... tired .. and thus... irritatable mood. urgh. nvm... need to get out of thus stupid mood....
yup. did the run... PASSED!!! haha... =) realli glad i did. but then.. monday's the 5 items.... hope to pass all.. or it all goes to waste. sigh.... crappy crappy me. haha.... oh well. weekends here... yay? nah.. more like mug time? haha... like that would happen... what i would give to slack... only slack... =) how great it would be... lief is all work.. study study.... j2's realli stressful.. sigh.

2004-04-29T23:36:00.000+08:00

tmr's the stupid 2.4 km run.... sigh. i better make sure that that's mi last ever 2.4km run... haha. "run like the wind", i must. "run like the wind" i shall? haha..... ok, realli crappy.. but quoted from myra. =) sigh. feeling incredably unfit now... hope i can recreate mi timing that i got the last time... bah! hope i pass - thats all. is it too much to ask? sigh.... realli bored now.... just watched the OC. it's actually rather nice... interesting. the girls there are pretty.. guys well, not that great... haha. oh well.... see boring life.. haha... so.. shall spare you... haha.=)

2004-04-23T23:35:00.000+08:00

just found a realli nice song... though in spanish.. here's the english version.... realli realli nice... duet by jennifer lopez and marc anthony.. =)

No Me Ames (don;t you love me)

Tell me, why are you crying?
Because I'm happy
And why are you so choked up?
From loneliness
And why are you squeezing my hand
So tightly
And your thoughts seem to be wandering?
I love you so much
Why?
Don't be so hard-headed
Stop doubting me
Although in the future there's a large sky
I'm not afraid
I want to love you
your love
Don't love me Don't love me because you think I'm different
You don't think it's right
For us to spend this time together
We are a mirror Don't love me because I know what a lie it would be
If you don't think I deserve
I'm going to stay another day
Don't love me because I'm lost
Because I change the world
Because it's my destiny
Because I can't change
And you are my reflection
Don't love me
To be dying in a war of regret and sad thoughts
Don't love me
Because in this world
This great love deserves to soar through the blue sky
I don't know what to say
That's the truth
If people want to want to hurt us, they will
If you and I part now
They don't matter
But in this world
Don't leave me
Don't leave me
Don't leave me
Don't listen when I say I don't love you
Don't love me
Stop breaking my heart with these "I don't love you's"
Don't love me
Because my heart is breaking
That is useless
I will always love you
Don't love me
You have suffered enough
My heart has turned cold like a million winters
Don't love me
To forget about your gray days
I want you to always love me
You and I are changing
One with the other
And always together
This love is like the sun
That comes out after a storm
Like two comets in the same galaxy
Don't love me
Don't love me
Don't love me
(Don't love me, don't love me, don't love me)

sigh... realli great song... love the melody and all.. lyrics are great too... =)

love is all around.. haha... =)

2004-04-23T20:22:00.000+08:00

ran again today... during pe.. trial 2.4km run! yes - again... sigh.. but.. i'm happy to say that... the run/walk on wednesday paid off!! *yay* haha... yes, in case you don;t understand.. i passed.. haha =) but... sadly i can;t use that as my actual timing.. sigh. so sad!!! that means must run again next week! urgh... nvm.. losing weight??? haha.. right! i run less than i eat! feeling very piggish lately..=( oh well... so much for mi diet... which lasted one week... and worked.. for that week. now i agined back all i lost... sigh. yup.

tmr's a ping pong party... haha... yup.. ping pong party.. you heard right. haha... opps... it's just weird you know. they're trying to make it seem realli realli fun.... haha.. well, at least i know pple there- so it ain;t that bad. =) haha. ok.. sorry. just rather amused at this...=) it's pot-luck... so i'm bringing... sandwiches... =) nice.. easy?? fun to make.. haha... hands are itching to do sth.. but i hope it turns out as good as i imagine. yup.

boring now... but.. don't feel like doing anything.... nothing on telly either. =( you know i think i've become a total slacker... so screwed. haha... oh well...

2004-04-21T23:29:00.000+08:00

i feel good.... so good! so good! i feel you!!! haha... opps. just got kind of carried away. =) haha. as pft is next week i went to train for it!!! yes.. i did. ok, fine.. was made to run... =) but... i enjoyed it.. and feel fitter now? haha.. not tired.. not aching.. *yay* =) thanks to fi, twins and gladys for making me go for the run.. and helping me... =) we ran a long way.. bout 5 km? like frm school... down to buorna vista -ghim moh canal... then we ran the whole canal... 2km to the end and 2 km back. you know where the canal ends? just behind pine grove.. which is like realli near mi house!!! haha.. could have gone home? but that would mean anothe 1.6km walk in... haha. anyway, i ran bout 2 km.. opps... hey, it's tiring.. and i didn;t seem to be running well.. moving realli slow.. so i walked the rest... running the last km... or rather the first 400m of the last km. actually, running with friends for fun.. is not that bad.... esp without timing... haha. =) you get to run/ exercise... enjoy their company and talk. =) yup. went to the gym after... used some machines... to do a workout??? but.. nah, nothing much... haha. just concluded that i;m really in no position to go for napfa test...sigh. oh well.. one more week? haha.... hope i can pass again... =) and do it well.. cos i'm actually putting in effort here k... or rather.. desperation has kicked in... yup. there i said it... i hate being ' tortured' during pe... so try to pass and be FREE my entire life!!! haha... opps. i mean this is the last napfa test i'll ever take... so .. must do it well? =) yup yup.

oh ya, i didn;t know that barry manilow had such nice songs... haha. ok. i know i might be knid of slow... i just didn;t know it was his songs.. you know what i mean? haha..oh well.. american idol was.. nice. =) yup.

tests tests tests exam... so dead. sigh... oh well..

2004-04-18T01:08:00.000+08:00

finally a day of rest... haha. slackish boring day today... not that i mind =) gotta sleep in (for once) on a saturday... no competition.. no training... nothing to do!!! *yay* haha... yup. spent the hole day slacking.... no tv ... no internet... no thing to do (there's work... but... slack. haha). sigh. well, at least, i had a party at night? or else it would have been a realli sad day? haha.

the party was nice. though the main theme, if i do say so miself, was getting wet. yup, so by now, you would have guessed it was a pool party and involved getting dunked. yup. i'm realli glad that shermain, peili and sala were there... got time to catch up... =) it was refreshing to see the other mg girls there... though i was not very close to all. made this prez for gracia (it was her party btw) which she liked...*yay* she teared... haha. well, we sensitive pple.... =) the dunking began soon after her parents left... stared with the guys... then the first 2 gals were in... then... sala was dunked... shermain followed soon after, then peili and i clung to each other at first... but, we stopped after a while - only to find peili in the pool next. haha. so... well, that left me as the only dry girl there... some how.. the others were dunked in the period of time we were not there.... yup. after "plannig" for a while, they came for me... i clung to the railing this time, but decided to just resign to fate... and *splash* i was swung into the pool... sigh. was fun? sort of.. but felt so bad... cos i know i;m not exactly light... haha... oh well, price to pay for dunking me!!! hahaha. yup. was fun. realli miss having the fun times we've had in mg... Mg rox... =) to all the mg girls that i know... love ya all.. and your all great pple!!! =) miss you.

2004-04-17T00:47:00.000+08:00

Just thought i'll share a song.... it;s nice... from center stage.

We're dancing - Mandy Moore

When the going starts to get rough
And you feel like you've had enough
Let the music, take control of your soul
Take a chance and do what you feel
Your a force they cannot live without it
You gotta break the chain yeah

There's a passion inside
An inner strength that drives
Can't nobody take that away from you
It's the greatest high
You set the floor on fire when you come alive

*CHORUS*
And we're dancin'
And it feels alright
I can't control my desire
And we're dancin'
And it feels alright
Yeah
And we're dancin'
And it feels alright
Can't hold me down
Gotta reach for the sky
And we're dancin'
And it feels alright
Yeah

Some people don't know the love you possess
They pretend so they don't understand
It's natural
You're in a world of your own
Ohhhhh oh

There's a passion inside
An inner strength that drives
Can't nobody take that away from you
It's the greatest high
You set the floor on fire
When you come alive

*CHORUS*

Push it too the max
Feel the room fall at your feet
Don't you dare hold back
Cuz it feels so good Inside
There's a passion inside
An inner strength that drives
Can't nobody take that away from you
It's the greatest high you set the floor on fire
When you come alive

*CHORUS*

2004-04-17T00:40:00.000+08:00

another slack day today... sigh. there was the inter-house swimming meet... so we ended at 1.10... but i ended at 12 30, early lunch =) but, it was of no use... cos we were not allowed out of the schol!!! oh well... went out with denice after school... walked ard... watched starksy and hutch... very funny and nice. owen wilson is actually quite cute... haha. opps. then... i went for peili's birthday dinner... before going for mg dance nite. my gosh.. the tic for that was ex ... $15! but... since i felt like going to check out mi juniors and all, it's a small price that i must pay. all in all.. i think.. that the mg standard for dance has decreased... there are so many dancers in dance!! they managed to put up 5 performances... ok, some of the dancers did more than one dance... but still, there were alot. it's realli sad watching... just keep remembering the great times that i've had dance nite, kaleidoscope and all... sigh. i miss dancing!!! realli sad... oh well. it was so much fun!!! i mean i actually wanted to go for cca.... no matter how bad it was? i think the company was great too... sigh. miss all those times. what can i do? no chance to dance now... should have joined dance??? but, though i liked it... it was also the friends there that made it good right? out of the group of us, we al didn;t join dance... maybe except one of us... anyway, she;s a good dancer.. while we were average... haha. yup. ok.... better go. it's late. haha. nite.

2004-04-16T00:32:00.000+08:00

it's been a while since i last blogged... but... since i;m still not in the mood to do so.. and since mi life happens to be boring... nothing much to say right? haha. =) well, this week is slack- kind of. tmr... school's ending early!!! *yay* 12.30... hahaha. great way to start the weekend! yup. Whats more, tmr... i'll be meeting some of mi mg classmates.... !!! haha...ok. realli crappy today... hmm... lets see... whats nice.... hmmm.... ok.. shall share this with you then...

JUNE
Thinks far with vision hmm... nah... not eactly
Easily influenced by kindness maybe?
Polite and soft-spoken =)
Having lots of ideas haha... erm.. no...
Sensitive i think so?
Active mind you decide
Hesitating yup.. at times..
Tends to delay depends?
Choosy and always wants the best erm.... sort of?
Funny and humorous you decide
Loves to joke as above
Good debating skills nope... nada .. sorry no. haha
Talkative erm... at times?
Daydreamer maybe..
Friendly i think so... right?
Knows how to make friends hmm...
Abiding ya... i think so
Able to show character dunno... you decide.
Easily hurt maybe?
Prone to getting colds this is crap
Loves to dress up not that much...
Easily bored yes... haha
Fussy kind of?
Seldom show emotions maybe?
Takes time to recover when hurt -
Brand conscious erm... a little? i mean normal kind... not extreme..
Executive huh?
Stubborn don;t know.. maybe/may be not
Those who loves me are enemies
Those who hates me are friends

yup... so.. true/ false... up to you to decide... (those in italics. are what i think)

2004-04-10T19:39:00.000+08:00

A GIRLY-GIRL. You dont have a lot of self-esteem
and people are always bringing you down for
being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel
like youre too mature for your age and are
frustrated by the trend-followers who refuse to
accept you because youre not like them.
Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature,
modesty.
Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
complex, timidity..

What kind of girl are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

just bored again... =) haha... so tried a quiz.

2004-04-10T16:40:00.000+08:00

*yawn* a boring saturday for me here... this boring day started early - went to suppprt the guys team. we lost the game.... losing all 5 sets. yup. nothing to do now! sigh... don;t feel like working =) opps.
oh ya, i read mi friends blog... and what she mentions is true.....
taken from sala's blog =)
why some girls can attract guys (in general, as friends).. but not boyfriends.. some boyfriends, but not guys.. and some both?

girls that can attract guys are girls that are independent and have personality.. these girls are strong in mind and will.. outspoken, sporty, and lively.. girls like these do not get taken aback by situations easily, they can handle anything and everything.. usually such girls are from all girls schools.. guys are attracted to such girls, as they are intriguing and fun to be around.. but such girls don't attract boyfriends, because guys are afraid of such girls.. girls like these don't need a boyfriend all the time, and can do things on their own, they don't rely on people, but on themselves.. guys find it hard to be a boyfriend to such girls, as its hurts their dear ego, and don't feel needed..

girls that attract boyfriends - girls that attract boyfriends are soft-spoken.. usually quiet, non active in sports.. don't have any interest of a particular kind, easily stressed out, and finds it hard to stand up for herself.. girls like these easily find boyfriends, as they make the guy feel needed, as she needs the care and attention constantly.. guys like having girlfriends like such girls, as they feel like the man.. girls like these are usually from co-ed schools, or chinese schools..

then of cos there girls in the middle.. having a little of the strong girl and the soft girl.. these girls can attract almost any guy.. but then, luckily for us girls, there aren't that many of them.. *tee hee hee*

really, can't guys just open their eyes and see.. and not judge girls based on their egos.. but on the depth of the character and personality of the girl..

yup... mg girls rule... haha.
hey... sala, hope you don't mind me quoting you??? =) should be honoured right? haha....
well, i think what she mentions is true... but, question now... which type of girl are you? well.. ponder on that.... =)

2004-04-10T00:29:00.000+08:00

blessed good friday to all... thought i might have missed the opportunity to wish you pple... it's 12: 01 am now... haha. yup. today, i went out... =) caught a movie!!! i went with denice... awe got there rather eraly.. bout 1130? and by then, the first 4 shows of passion of the christ were sold out!!! high in demand.. must be a good show... but sadly, it; too gory for me... i find it hard to watch such films... so we settled for the prince and me... not that i was complaining or anything.. =) that was a great show... great!!! it has become my favourite movie!!! realli niec.... romantic... sigh. if only real life was like that... if onli... there were pple like that. haha. it;s all in the show... so... highly doubt that anyone like that exists... oh well. let me just lead mi life and see how itt unfolds. =) anyway, i think you all should catch the movie... esp if your one who likes romantic shows.... =) it's realli nice... the guy in that show.... is sweet!!! realli. it just makes you think of life... perfect life? which would never exists... onli in dreams. but, one can hope right? you realli must watch this show... it comes strongly recommended by me... esp for the hopeless romantics out there... sigh. =) yup.

2004-04-08T00:12:00.000+08:00

another entry on another competition day... the most important one i might add... sigh. and .... the last one i'll ever have... (tough i didn't play). yup... we lost. we're out of the competition... sigh. so sad.. it's like all that we did... is... gone... useless. but, the good thing was that we did show improvement... most did anyway.. me? a bit? haha. yup. proven point when myra played singles and fought well... and though losing at the end... she managed to play all 5 matches. yup. thats good... good match. sadly.. lost.. but ya. well done gal! haha. shermain was paired up with a pro girl... it was weird cos they never played together before. oh well.. nothing we can do now.... gotta ctach up with mi work. sigh.... yup.

2004-04-05T00:18:00.000+08:00

listening to the dirty dancing 2 soundtrack now... damn nice!!! =) i have been wanting to get this for quite a while... finally got it today. decided to be legal... =) no i still have to get my britney cd- yes, i know i'm very behind on that... but thats cause... .... ... something. haha. =) was deciding b/w britney and dirty dancing... denice conviunced me that dirty dancing soundtrack was better.... and that britney could be haerd on the radio. yup. so, i got it... and planning to get britney soon. yup. as you can tell, i went out with denice today... first time in a long while... it was nice to be able to spend time with her again. we met for dinner... and just walked ard and talked. yup. realli thankful for a friend like her... she's such a sweetie... check out the friendster testimonial she wrote ... =) well, i won't return the testimonial, instead.. i'll write one here... =) denice is the bestest friend anyone can ever have... a sweet girl with a great personality... always there to lend the ear... share the news... tell the story... give the idea. she's a very understanding person too! she's always there when you need her... and knows how to brighten up one's day! i am realli thankful and grateful for a friend like her!!! love you denice! =) best friends forever. yup. =) ok... it's late.. i gtg. just found out that i have gp exam tmr... so much for skipping the sat one - due to the table tennis competition... nothing else. haha. yup. wish me luck... i sux at gp.... sigh. yup.

2004-04-03T18:22:00.000+08:00

hello. today's another competition day... haha. why do i blog on competiton days? hmm... don;t know.=) so... how did it go? guys did well- very well. they won all matches played against srjc. *yay* haha. girls? lost all but one... it was against a very very strong opponent (vjc - they came in top 3 last yr) so... it was some what expected? so... we weren;t that sad? we put up a good fight for some matches. =) and as usual, i was warming the bench and cheering. yup. sigh... doubt i'll be playing any match in this entire competition.... next weeks match against jjc is the deciding match to see if we enter into the knock-out round... thus an impt match ... so they would onli play the good players... not me. if we get through, in the knock-out round, it is as impt right? so... bench warmer is the onli position i'll hold. i don;t realli mind... i mean i am horrible under pressure... but... i want the experience of playing in a competition at the same time! you know what i mean? 2 sides of things. the twins and shermain (who got to play at least one match - twins played today as doubles) said that though it was pressurising, it was a good experience. i don't know... but seriously all hoppe of getting a chance to play is gone. sigh... i'm so fickle.. now i don;t feel like playing.. haha. don't wish to get trashed... opps. ya. i'm not good. oh well... i'm just going to accept mi fate here. =) yup. nothing much happened ... after that, we just went for lunch... at suntec. and after, went to get some stuff with the twins... which took longer than we expected... not that i minded... didn;t want to go home early.. haha. opps. yup. it was nice walking around... but sadly, one of them ... no names mentioned (but if you know them you'll know which one) doesn't realli like shopping.. ok.. rather.. she hates shopping. haha. so we dragged her ard. but.. she survived... haha. yup. hmm... nothing else for today. going to have someone over for dinner... sigh. yup. oh... got this off an email... though it was somewhat true?

for names beginning with... S
For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically
idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you
never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the
commitment you stick like glue. You could get jealous and
possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself
as the only human being on the planet.. You like being the
centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private &
sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic
thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an
expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play
any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously.
You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the
rightperson to come along. You are very generous & giving, often
selfless. You are kind nature & sweet which is found to be
attractive by many. You are a good friend.

how true it is? i leave it to you to judge... haha. yup.

2004-04-01T00:46:00.000+08:00

heya! well, today was competion day! yup. so.. a slack school day for me! opps.. was excused at 10 am... to train until 12.. but the lack of tables and being a reserve, i offered mi space to train to the team players... and mi foot was not that good, but better- good enough that i could play. yup. so i slack- trained for 2 hrs... then ate lunch at the heritage... then left for chung cheng high (the place the competition was held) - it looked very 'china-like' looked like... china haha. opps. yup. we entered the hall and i felt very out-of-place... haha. like a beginner at a pro match. but, ping pong is actually an intense and interesting game. it took the competition to show me that. yup. but... WE WON!!! haha. *yay* the guys and the girls. yup. the girls put up a good fight! and it was a close match... 3-2 in the end! girls won 2 singles and 1 double... i didn;t play... duh. i sux at it.. and i'm a reserve... and mi foot isn't that great. was warming the bench and cheering. not that i realli minded. =) i would die there... it's very pressurising... the entire team would be watching you play! like thousnads of yes all on you. i amd horrible under pressure... sigh. so... i have no idea whats going to happen.. might end up being a scape goat.... sent to play a 'sure-lose' match, and get trached ... sigh. sad case? haha. yup. guys won sajc too... *yay* we won 2 doubles and 1 single. yup. so less pressured after winning the second double... the last single player had a whole load of stress off his back. haha. yup.so today was a good day? sort of. well, hope for more to come. yup. lazy to write anymore... so.. till next time... bye!

2004-03-29T23:40:00.000+08:00

hello! today is so NOT my day.. sigh. well, school? ok... but there was the stupid house meeting. and guess what? i'm the onli one in my class who;s in that house... so it was sad? luckily i knew some one in that house!!! *yay* so it wasn't that bad after all. yup. had to register for the A levels today. they signed the entire class up for chinese... and me for econs too... (i dropped it beginning this year). so screwed up? haha... they miss me in econs? i wonder... =) also in school, i had to get a letter done... a letter for the sprite pple. i know i am horrible at writing letters... so i erm... got help. yup. thanks to those that helped. for pe, i was excused (blue slip- ping pong) but, since there was not going to be any pe - we were going to acs(i) to support the water polo match against rjc. it was super hot... blistering sun. but.. we stayed for the first quarter of the game... after which we realised that we were suppose to be training! so... we... left at 430... haha. using the blue slip. yup. just for info.. ac won... =) ... 16-4. haha. opps. yup. anyway. i trained ... for a while. i'm a freaking reserve... so not as impt? i don;t know... but thats how i felt. oh well, nvm. yup. we didn't train that hard... (hey, self-declared training k!!!) so... during a break, carolyn and i went to the heritage to get drinks... the aunty there was so nice... she treated us to mocha. she was learning how to make it i think. yup. it's nice... was served in a tiny cup... so cute. haha. so i enjoyed mi break... haha. yup. well, now reading this, it seems like an ok day right? here's the 'twist'? walking out of school, i embarrassed myself like crap!!! i fell right in front of the school!!! argh! yes... so embarassing. yup. now mi foot hurts... i didn't sprain it... i don't i did... mi dad says i didn't. i just strained mi foot. sigh. great timing right? competition is on wednesday... though i'm a reserve... i might have gotten the chance to play... but now? sigh... hope it's ok... by tmr.... =) we'll see... sigh. yup what a day right? haha. yup tmr charmaine's coming to school!!! she's back from uk... yup. happy that she's back. yup. tell you bout it tmr. nite

2004-03-28T00:43:00.000+08:00

hey hey... haha... back to bloggin.. been laggin for a week. opps. too lazy to actually blog. yup. this week.... the first week of school, doesn;t even feel like the first week of school!!1 it was so long that i feel like i;ve had school for bout half a month or so already. sigh. people say time flies too fast... now, it;s moving too slowly... haha. oh well... no one is ever satisfied right? this week has been busy. training for the competition next week realli took up most mi time... the other part was being a slacker who was slightly under the weather... haha. had training after school on tues and wed. and today. (talk bout that later) oh ya! and... i got a blue slip.. haha. cheap thrill? i dunno... and i don't care. =) i'm excues from classes on 2 weds and 1 sat.... the sat that i have a gp term exam. haha... yup. so i would be taking it later. good/bad? i don;t know... both? and... i do;t need to do pe!!! *yay* haha... total slacker here... but i must train during pe instead. but, anything;s better than running ard and all...so yup.=) ok... on to today;s practice... we had 'selection' games... to find the best doubles pair... i.e. to find 2 pairs of doubles... and leaving the 3 left-over to be the reserve. yup. so... guess what? i'm a feaking reserve. i was selected to play with someone who i never paired up with before... and it was.. different? i mean i used to be paired with shermain.. and now... it was just different. and yes, i lost the match... mi serving suxed and i suxed... sigh. then the rest were mixed ard and finally based on the games and scores... the coach and the teacher made their pick... and it was a surprising one to me. i mean... one of mi friends is a good player... but as today was her off-day of some sorts she wasn;t selected and now.. she;s a reserve. life is not fair... they shouln't just judeg us based on one match... rather on our regular performance! i don;t know.. somehow... i have just accepetd mi fate as i know i;m horrible... or one of the worst at the game =( so, i can;t expect much. sigh. the process of the selection matches wasn;t even fair! i mean like another fren of mine wasn;t even selected to play a single selection match! so what? she wa already a confirmed reserve or sth? urgh! don't know... how can they just make doubles 4 days before the competition? you need to have some connection with ya partner right? sigh... don't know. oh well... mi sad fate. nvm.. the "comforting" thing is i still get cca points? i asked the coach if we get points as reserves... he said we should .. but if we need to play to get it... he'll let us play a match... when the sch looses 2 out of the 3 matches, the last one would be played by us - since theres no difference if we win or lose.... so... ya, just send us crap pple out to play and see hwo badly trashed we get? i don't know. sigh. thats life for me. sad but true. haha. yup.
next week is going to be the start of a new month... and equals to more b'days... haha. not that it's all that bad... just the $$ prob. haha. i seem to be spending a lot of $$ recently... for unknown reasons.. i didn't shop much... bought a top onli... i think... ya. hmm... weird! do i eat that much? haha... can;t be right? sigh... next after this prob.. is the what to buy factor... not easy to find presents k... but.. always comfort yaself.. it's the thought that counts... right? haha. yup.so... we'll see how. =)

2004-03-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

haha!!! *yay* i finally got the song i want on!!! haha... guess who? hee. yup =) hmm, you know, i think mi blog is more or less done.. =) can't think of anything that i need to add. ok.... so now... it's a boring old blogging again. yup.

today i went for training... again! i practically wasted mi whole hols (almost all) on training! can't believe it... but... nothing can be done - i'm in the school team... haha, yes. i am. and no, i don;t play well... neither am i bad... so i'm just in there because they have just enough girls to form a team for it... haha. oh well, going to train harder now... (competition's in 2 weeks) ad hopefully... HOPEFULLY everything turns out for the better not worst! haha.
went out for luch at JP today... with sala, peili and shermain! man... it's so nice to see and meet old friends. realli miss the times we've had. sigh... i've realised that we hardly meet up. realli sad... cos its usually a last minute thing or sth... or not all can make it. so, i've decided to find a day or sth to have a small gathering where we can sit ard and do stuf.. and talk... =) ... hope i can get it done... and soon. i mean... there's a lot to catch up on. even though some of us go to the same jc, we hardly get to do stuff together... the most is a small chat. sigh. friends are very important... i'll die without them.. i mean who won;t right? i think the friends you make in secondary and jc are very important ... they make you what you are today. so.. thanks to all... =)

happen to chance upon this today... inspiring... just th0ought i'll share it...

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it
Life is a beauty, admire it
Life is bliss, taste it
Life is a dream, realise it
Life is a challenge, meet it
Life is a duty, complete it
Life is a game, play it
Life is a promise, fulfill it
Life is a sorrow, overcome it
Life is a song, sing it
Life is a struggle, accept it
Life is a tragedy, confront it
Life is an adventure, dare it
Life is luck, make it
Life is too precious, do not destroy it
Life is life, firght for it

- Mother Teresa

yup., thats all for today... =)

p.s. i have no idea what happened to mi previous entry... it's all weird and stuff... sigh.